-Feel me.-

Firstly, let me wish u all a very happeh valentine day! <3<3 Although many of us (or rather those that are reading this) would be spending it alone, i somehow feel that the atmosphere isn't set up appropriately. Its as if its just another day in another year and the same could be said for the new year. This year seems to be like going out just to get the angbaos which sounds so mecernary. On this line of thought, i realise that this is the last valentine i would be able to celebrate because even if i enlist in the army next year at a later date then 14th Feb, i dun really suppose i would have a girlfriend then since army would prove to be a very large obstacle to the stability of the relationship.

Yet, im only half-envious. Yes because there is someone thats caring towards but no because its not someone with a masculine figurehead. ( Not gay so cant be a guy and no tomboyish girls for me =D )

Oh yeah, i kept forgetting to blog about this. Even though its embarassing for me to say this, but like i said i just want to keep memories here.

I dressed up as a girl. :(

Its not because i have some wierd fetish or decided to go for a sex op. It was due to the so called TEAM BONDING games for the CSC. Doesn't this make u wonder what bonds that this build since it only includes humiliating guys in public -.-? Anyway if i get the pictures from xuemin then i could upload it here but i know that would be a very big mistake since then i would remain at the butt of some jokes for a long long time.

Just yesterday, i finally learnt how to play 7 hand poker at a higher level and devised a few new techniques to outsmart your opponent. After that i reached my second best score for bejewel which was lvl 14. (tops is 16 ^_^), i went to msn and saw HIS nick. * I tend to refer jason huang as HIM since now i know more then one jason. Yet, a small part of me hoped that everything would end up fine for him.

I gave up the friendship not because i was angry but because i cared. If letting someone be happy means leaving his or her side, then i shall respect his or her decision in that.

-a thought was left behind and remembered here @'
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